if I get lost in the game closet or the rabbit hole
please call my name
through the frost and thoughts
I’ve built a distraction out of,
this bed is now blocking out
the brightest light of the winter morning
I’m trying to ignore,
roll over and get comfortable
until the moon is on my shelf on display
like my pebble collection,
I’ll dream of this mine of fiction
and southern wishes which are only valid
on the west coast,
and would like the moon on a shelf
forever frozen in my mind
as the snow falls somewhere else.
you have colored yourself pretty
and you wrote a vanus description
polluted with all the regrets
of chances you never attempted,
and I have to be doing well at least on the surface
in this circle I’m walking into the floor.